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11 November 2010

I hope these listings will be very helpful to you. If you are like me, you need a bit more of information before making your decision. Here is a description of Style Teachers desk for you.

What would you name this character? (different then last story I posted)?
My morning starts early. And I’m in the bathroom. I’m in the bathroom transforming. I wake up as a caterpillar and emerge as a butterfly. My entire day depends on the honesty of my bathroom mirror. This is because I am ugly. I’m used to it, my skin is thick. Thick, tight, ugly skin. Insults slide off it, but makeup sticks. So I’m in the bathroom applying makeup. Foundation. Lipstick. Mascara. Concealer. Each giving me an extra layer of protection. I tell myself that if I can cover up my pores and blotches, I can cover up anything. Even when au natural is in style, even when people tell me I’d look better without it all, you can still find me every morning, in the bathroom, transforming. No one has ever seen me without make up. And I make sure that everyone is away, I’m fully alone, when I watch it off carefully at the end of the day. It’s terrifying, really, how easily it watches off. How easily my naked face can be exposed. I wake up alone every day and am damn proud of Style Teachers desk it. Only I can see my ugly reality, only I have to live with the ugly truth. This hour I spend transforming in the bathroom is my gift, my favor, to the rest of the world.I have to wake up early because I work. I’m not afraid of work like most people my age. They think work will make them tough. Undesirable. Devil women. Harden their hearts. They’re more concerned about finding someone to make money for them: a man. Me? I make it myself. It’s not fun. I try everyday, every hour, every second. Like I said, I have thick skin.Most people are surprised to hear I have a boyfriend. The gossipy secretaries, the big nosed desk neighbors at the office all gasp in surprise and faux happiness when they figure it out. To be honest, it’s just another thing I tried really, really hard for. I told you, I swear, I try all the time. My entire existence revolves around me trying. I never get what I want.It all started one day a ton time ago, the kind of long time ago that causes people to question your memory and shrug off whatever you say. But I can assure you that it was real. A long time ago, I was trying to fall asleep. A long time ago, my parents were away and the babysitter invited her boyfriend over and they were not with me. A long time ago, someone came into the house. People accuse me of being over dramatic. No one was murdered. Nothing was stolen. I wasn’t even raped. But a greasy man entered my room. And I did not know him, but the angles in his face looked bitingly familiar. The things you hear about in newspapers and teachers and parents warn you about happened. The things that leave scars not on your body but through your mind and mold your future. And it was just so easy. I felt like someone on the news. I could remember the blue and red headlines and white words on a silver screen accompanying gruesome photos that would flash across the TV, everyday at 6, my mother asphyxiated by the horror. I thought about myself becoming one of those photos. I felt myself becoming one of those photos. I told him I wanted him to leave. I told him I wanted to fall asleep. I learned never ever ever get what I want.
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